Transfigurations–On the Eve of a Premiere

Tomorrow I premiere my newest one-person show, Transfigurations–Transgressing Gender in the Bible. I don’t often share about my process as a playwright, mainly because I assume most people find it boring. Lately though people have asked me about how I create and build a new theater piece. If you are interested in process, read away. If not, surf away to your next blog.

I don’t actually write the play, not with pen and paper or through a word processing program. In fact, I never have a script written until after the 12th performance. I find that when I script lines of dialog, they sound bulky, clumsy, wooden. I want an authentic sound. So once I have all my basic ideas in my head, with some written notes, I create my characters, and then I have fun and play. I speak as these characters and let the words form in my mouth.

Sometimes I leave funny messages on friends’ voice mails, or I walk around the house composing lines. This is the power of the oral tradition. For many of our ancestors, most stories were told and heard, not written and read. Just like the ear can distinguish the difference between the cold digital sound of a CD and the more natural sound of a live performance or even an LP, I believe that we hear lines of dialog differently when it is scripted or when it flows out of natural speech. This may not be true for other playwrights, but it works for me.

But I’ve jumped ahead. In writing Transfigurations, I first had to discover my content and my characters. This always proceeds dialog. For the past two years I have soaked in the stories and lives of dozens of amazing trans people. I never intended to write a play at first. Instead I desired to be a better ally to transgender people. I saw how in the LGB part of the community, the T was most often just tagged onto the name of a group, but no real trans presence or deep knowledge of trans issues existed.

I began by reading blogs written by trans men, women and others who defy gender classification (by their own choosing). From there I learned about several important books written by trans people about trans issues. (see below a list of blogs and books). Then I began to meet more and more trans people face to face. Some of these I met through True Colors or the Quaker group Friends for LGBTQ Concerns. I discovered so much diversity among trans folks and began to see how misinformed I had been.

About the time I met Sarah Jones, a transgender priest in the Church of England, I decided I needed to create a play about the trans characters in the Bible. For one I have not yet discovered any book or work of art that identifies many trans Bible characters, specifically the ones that I began to see materialize on the page. Also, I process information through my art, so in order for me to really grasp it, I need to turn to art. (sorta like many teachers learn the most about their subject when they teach it).

I next began interview trans people. Interviews have played and important role in my creative process from the time I was first asked to write a performance poem for Judy Shepard when she spoke in Memphis back in 2000. In order to do that, I interviewed nearly 100 LGBT people and discovered so much about my people, this group that I had finally allowed myself to embrace and let embrace me.

Over the last year I sat with transsexuals, cross-dressers, genderqueer individuals who agreed to meet with me, and I listened to their stories while I took notes. Often I asked a broad, open-ended question. So tell me about your experience as a trans person? They answered how they wanted. I also asked more specific questions about family and romance and career based on what they already shared, but mostly I stuck with the broader type questions.

Apart from the play, and not at all part of any official research into trans issues, I discovered true friends and at least one soul mate. My life became fuller with each trans person I met. I dated a trans man for a time, and my time with him changed me profoundly and opened me up as a gay man and a person.

I took in the stories I read, saw in film and most importantly heard firsthand. At the same time I read over and over again the Bible narratives of the trans characters I identified in the Hebrew and Christian scriptures.

Then I began to speak and write about the play and some of my ideas. People responded with their own thoughts and gave me vital information about the Bible stories and the original language and meanings of words in Hebrew that I would not have known. (I studied Koine Greek in college, but never Hebrew).

In May I began to share the Transgender Bible Stories publicly, first at the Courage UK London meeting then later in the year at the Greenbelt Festival in Cheltenham, England and then most recently at the Colorado Regional Gathering of Friends (Quakers).

The audience reaction surprised me. One person wrote on his blog about how the material gave him the “holy creeps,” and about how blasphemous it all seemed to him. But most audience members responded enthusiastically, at least three telling me that as a result they wanted to dive into the Bible themselves after never having anything to do with it or put it down long ago.

These last two weeks I have spoken with trans friends about the play, my ideas for characters, specific parts of the plot and certain technical aspects. For instance, if I were a female to male trans person not taking testosterone, what might I do differently with my voice so that it would pass more as a male voice. How do males and females speak differently in our cultures? How would a female attack a word compared to a male?

Sometimes seemingly unrelated interests suddenly jumps into one of my plays and affixes itself to the work. I recently re-read Elaine Pagels’ book about the Gospel of Thomas. There I found all sorts of fascinating references to gender. That got me thinking about the Apostle Thomas. I knew he went all the way to India to share the Jesus message and ultimately got killed there by the sword. Thomas in Southern India got me thinking about the hijras, the eunuchs of India also referred to as the third sex. This got me talking to filmmaker and scholar Harjant Gill about hijras, their history and their current roles in Indian life. Suddenly the confluence of information gave new direction and depth to my ideas for the play. I won’t reveal how it all turns out, but I tell you all this to share some of the organic nature of the creative process for me.

The audience plays a major role in the creation of my plays. I’m always thinking about who my audience members might be and consider them in my content, characters and in crafting lines. Before I premiere a piece, I present a preview version to close friends who have seen my other work and usually a few people who have never seen any of my plays.

I come with scrapes of ideas I have, and I literally build the piece right before their eyes. They give me feedback about what worked and what didn’t. I consider their feedback, make changes and then a day or two later do another preview performance with another group of people. Get more feedback and make more changes. Even after I premiere a piece, I take in how my audiences respond and ask individuals for feedback. I continue to tinker and tune the play even years after it premieres. This is one of the reasons why I am loathed to record any of my shows. They seem to me living organisms always growing and changing.

This week I have already done two preview performances and have a third this afternoon. The piece is coming along nicely. Each time I do it, it settles into place more and more. So far the audiences have found it to be funny and moving, and for some, enlightening.

Having considered my trans audience members, I wanted to keep some of the revelations subtle, knowing that they will figure it out right away. Having non-trans folks in the audience this week helped me see that I was too subtle for them and need to spell out some things more clearly.

Tomorrow I premiere the piece at the University of Massachusetts at Amherst. I believe a large crowd will gather including some coming from as far as an hour away. Some dear trusted friends will be there. Ultimately I want Transfigurations to transition into a musical. I can write lyrics and have found at least two different people willing to write music.

So cross your fingers, tell me to break a leg, and hold me in the Light or shoot up a prayer if you do that sort of thing because ready or not, I am about to premiere Transfigurations–Transgressing Gender in the Bible.

Here are some resources that have influenced me:

Jen Burkes’ Transcending Gender
Elliot’s many blogs including Little Bits and Boi
Alex Resare’s Across and Beyond
Diana’s Little Corner in the Nutmeg State
Jay Sennett’s newly retitled blog On Zen and the Art of Anti Assclownery

Omnigender–A Trans-Religious Approach by Virgina Mollenkott
Queer Theory, Gender Theory by Riki Wilchins
Butch is a Noun by S. Bear Bergman
Orlando by Virginia Wolfe
Beyond Belief–The Secret Gospel of Thomas by Elaine Pagels

Special Thanks
Elliot, Alex, Ally, Diana, and Oliver Danni for your recent help!

This post has 21 Comments

  1. Elliot Coale on November 18, 2007 at 8:04 pm

    Brilliant, Peterson.
    Just brilliant.

    Also, you’re welcome. 🙂
    If you ever need anything else, you know where to find me.

    .. One more thing:
    My wish for you is that this life becomes all that you want it to.. — Rascal Flatts, “My Wish”

  2. Ally on November 18, 2007 at 8:27 pm

    I’m absolutely thrilled for you, Peterson, and for all of us. Thank *you* for all that you do. I’m honored to be your friend!

  3. Joe G. on November 18, 2007 at 9:24 pm

    And this has to do with me how?

    PS: Will I get to see this as I had the opportunity to see that one about that George guy? Oh, wait, I didn’t see that one (yet?).

    PPS: Well?

    PPPS: Break a high heel!

  4. alex resare on November 18, 2007 at 10:43 pm

    You know you will have to perform it for me as soon as you come to the right parts of the world?!

  5. Peterson Toscano on November 19, 2007 at 12:21 am

    Elliot, love the quote.

    Ally, when I play one of the characters, I think about you and your elegance and charm.

    Alex, you will see this play in Sweden before the New Year.

    Joe, I know you always give me your undying support whenever I mention my work and my passion for issues. AND good news is it looks like I will be coming back to your backwater town in 2008 and can give you a further tour.

  6. Oliver Danni on November 19, 2007 at 12:25 am

    You’re gonna rock their socks off, honey. I wish I could be there! Damn that as-yet-uninvented teleportation device. I’m sure I’ll get to see it sooner or later. Hopefully sooner. And I too would be honored to help with music-writing, so let me know if that would be valuable as the show evolves.

    Was that me you were thanking? If so, you’re welcome…there are two N’s in my name. 😉

    And look, I fixed the comment thing! I can comment now! YAAAY!

  7. Peterson Toscano on November 19, 2007 at 12:30 am

    Yes, Oliver Danni, that Dani is you, and I fixed the spelling. Sorry about that. I am sure you will get a chance to see this play one day soon. We keep bumping into each other at all these cool Quaker events!

  8. brittanicals on November 19, 2007 at 3:34 am

    I am thinking of you, and hoping that the springs of inspiration flow through you.

  9. Auntie Doris on November 19, 2007 at 12:08 pm

    So, when are you bringing the show to the UK?

  10. Tracey Byrne on November 19, 2007 at 12:37 pm

    Hi Peterson,

    So it’s tonight! break whatever seems best, and thank you for challenging me in my thinking and feeling aboout transpeople. Hopefully we won’t have to wait as long as Greenbelt to see you over here.

    Pip pip!

    Tracey xx

  11. Jimbo on November 19, 2007 at 11:41 pm

    Best Wishes!
    Break the silence.

  12. Diana_CT on November 20, 2007 at 4:02 am

    The play went very well and no legs were broken. 😉
    I am not really that religious but the play made me think that some of the characters mentioned in the Bible had to be at the very least gender variant. That the Gospel of Tomas had many stories that could very easily could be seen as being transgender. I liked the one with the water carrier who told his father that she was a woman and would be doing woman’s work. Also the last couple of lines in the play, to paraphrase it, said boys will be girls and girls will be boys and the two will be one.
    The play was very enlightening and should at the very least open a dialog about transgenderism in the Bible.

  13. Peterson Toscano on November 20, 2007 at 2:02 pm

    diana! thank you so much for a ride and for letting me babble on the way home.

    So glad you liked it and that even though you don’t know too much about the Bible, it still was accessible for you.

    The story of the man with the pitcher of water appears throughout the “approved” Gospels.

    You see it in Luke 22:10 “And He said to them, “When you have entered the city, a man will meet you carrying a pitcher of water; follow him into the house that he enters.”

    Matthew 26:18, And He said, “Go into the city to a certain man, and say to him, ‘The Teacher says, “My time is near; I am to keep the Passover at your house with My disciples.”‘”

    (I find it interesting that the Matthew account does not mention the detail of the man with a pitcher of water. One commentator states that, “Matthew was written to Jews who were familiar with Old Testament prophecy. Jewish customs were not explained in this gospel. Matthew often mentioned the Law of Moses.”
    which makes me wonder if the writer of Matthew didn’t want to turn-off his Jewish readers with this non-gender normative behavior.

    It is also in Mark 14:13,Jesus sent two of His followers on ahead and said to them, “Go into the city. There a man carrying a jar of water will meet you. Follow him.”

    So it is a well-documented story. Notice Jesus did not say you will see a slave carrying a pitcher of water, but a man. Since only women and children carried water and sometimes male slaves, this seems to be something out of the ordinary (or else they would have had to follow dozens of men with pitchers of water).

    The passage in Thomas that you mention is from verse 22. I only quote the second half in the play, but here is the full verse:

    Jesus saw some babies nursing. He said to his disciples, “These nursing babies are like those who enter the kingdom.”

    They said to him, “Then shall we enter the kingdom as babies?”

    Jesus said to them, “When you make the two into one, and when you make the inner like the outer and the outer like the inner, and the upper like the lower, and when you make male and female into a single one, so that the male will not be male nor the female be female, when you make eyes in place of an eye, a hand in place of a hand, a foot in place of a foot, an image in place of an image, then you will enter [the kingdom].”

  14. Peterson Toscano on November 20, 2007 at 2:03 pm

    Oh, and you can read all of the Gospel of Thomas here:

  15. Anonymous on February 12, 2008 at 4:03 am

    Hola Peterson
    I received information from a friend in Denver, Jonathan that you had performed a new play on T’s. I hope to see it soon. When is it next performed. I move around alot but normally live in Puerto Vallarta winters and Seattle other times.
    Also, I am a board member of the christian and we are trying to invite more Trans to our conference each summer. The next one is the weekend of July 11, 2008 in Tacoma, WA. At that conference, we are have an Afternoon Tea for T’s & friends. We don’t have a topic or facilitator yet. Any suggestions?
    mike perez

  16. Peterson Toscano on February 12, 2008 at 5:47 pm

    Mike, thanks for writing. Please feel free to e-mail me directly and I can suggest some ideas of speakers/facilitators. My e-mail is

    In Portland there will be a Tran Faith conference the first weekend of April 2008. You can find more info at

  17. Mila on April 4, 2008 at 8:47 pm

    Break a Leg! I hope the performance is a smash hit. Our friend Rebbecca is going to try and attend.



  18. Jayna on April 4, 2008 at 9:05 pm

    Yay for you! I really wish I could go myself.

  19. alexandra on January 9, 2011 at 6:50 am

    Dear Peterson
    Is it possible to read your interpretation of the story of Joseph somewhere online, please?

  20. Lyla Courtemanche on January 15, 2012 at 3:58 am

    Very good article.Much thanks again. Great.

  21. Jonathan Abbatt on September 11, 2012 at 6:55 pm

    Hi Peterson. Great to meet you at Greenbelt recently – Jesus Had 2 Daddies was wonderful and many thanks for the DVD of yr Washington performance. I love the creative combination of drama, humour and scholarship which goes into your work. Am currently reading thru the OT and its great to have your transgressive gender viewpoint to enrich the other interpretations. The Bible will never be the same again! I shall quote you shamelessly in discussions with other Christians and enjoy the reaction I get. I see you are now a Quaker, good place to be, I was raised a Catholic but come from a long line of Quakers. Nothing like a mixed heritage for provoking fresh thinking. Hope to see you again in the UK.

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